Sunday, May 18, 2008
tapos na.
tapos na an fieldtrip..
tapos na ang weekend..
tapos na ang 1.5x exp event..
tapos na..


now, i'm back to face everything..
reality..
i so hate u..



<-- itim na aibatt.

i wish you were here at 12:47 PM

0 left me some love.



Tuesday, May 13, 2008
FlyFF v11 is here!
Haha, la lang. Di ko ma-contain ang aking self. New log-in screen ng flyff:

Inadopt na ng FlyFF Philippines ang v11 which is Destination: Azria. (v8 pa dito sa pinas.)
Kanina lang 9am nila inupdate ang patches for v11.

Wala lang nalingaw ko..

Although, I've heard lots of rumors about it. Nasty rumors.

May awakening of items daw and these items (which are usually found from NPCs) should not be awakened if gusto mo lang mag-try2, especially the green ones.

May bagong "place-to-be" doon, and that is, I think, Azria. But you can only go there through the item shop, which means bibili pa ng coupons just to go there, if i'm not mistaken. FlyFF was supposed to be a "free" game, but I think Gala-Net (Producer ng FlyFF) wanted to increase the productivity of the item shop .Haay nakuu, goodluck flyffers.

Isa pa, bago ang rules dito especially sa PvP and PK. Pagalingan na talaga, not like before na kung sino ang may mas mataas na level, natural siya mananalo.

Hmm, kinda interesting..

To all FlyFFers, enjoy tayo!
At sa mga di pa naka-try, try niyo.
Sure ko, mauubos pera niyo..
Di na kayo maka-study..
Di makatulog..
Haha LOL.

i wish you were here at 11:16 PM

0 left me some love.



Thursday, May 8, 2008
mas samok pa man diay akong life kaysa sa mindanao..
nag-debate mi ganinang buntag (mag-bisaya jud ko, bahala). as usual, there i was, someone looking so naive (with matching nganga sa mouth) sa ilang mga gina-yawyaw. and to think ha, 3rd speaker ko. lagot kaayo.

the debate was about mindanao and the bangsamoro and the lumad and all. if nadunggan na na ninyo sa news, kana gud ilang separation thingy. waaah napareha nako ila joie about sa "thingy" na word. infectious. haha.

well anyway, ang akong group kay sa negative side, which means na dili mi agree sa separation of mindanao sa philippines. well, dili na ko mag-spill about everything na nahitabo, basta ang point is, napildi mi. mao na 'to.

then when i came home, for the first time in my whole life (char), naa na'y tao sa balay. come on! nisurok akong dugo. char. bitaw, slight. alangan noh, nag-plan na ko ug tamantaman na maggamit ko sa pc, then all of a sudden, my dreams were shattered into pieces! haha char again. OA. exagge. at least, nagdala si papa ug fOoOoOd. my peyborit, saging! haha, mabaw jud ko guys, saging forever jud.

then after that, may nangyari nanaman. o diba multilingual: tagalog, english, bisaya. anyway, i was cleaning a pot half-full of rice to be cooked kanina (tama ba ang term?? you know, kana gud making hugas2 the rice first before siya icook and all.)

ambot naunsa ko basta narealize nalang nako na kusog diay kaayo ang pressure sa water then nabasa ko. perfect. here's the rough sketch (char):


mao na jud na akong best. sorry jud. dili jud ko hawd ug mga photoshop, corel, pati paint.

anyway, may-ishare pala ako. this was the poem that we analyzed and interpreted with all our hearts and minds in AH4. char. hehe. ishare nako siya kay 'til now, wala gihapon ko naka-get over sa iyahang thought and sa pagkasulat and all. basta lingaw. ma-shock jud ka. and kung matingala mo why ingani pagkasulat, wala jud ko'y mabuhat guys, mao jud na ang pagkasulat.

Usa Ka Gabiing Walay Sud-an Ug Way Bituon Ug Sa Akong Nasabtan Ang Angay Basulon Mao Ang Kulafung Gilaklak Ni Papa

By Adonis Durado---



nagmirida na ang kagabhion

naghikog ang iro sa kaugalingon
niyang paghot

si papa miuli nga hubog
si mama galagot
sa bag-o niyang buhok
piste tong bayuta

gipanghungkab ni papa ang kaldero
mga plato

ang nahabilin nga kan-on dukot
ug higot na lay nahabilin
sa soriso

napungot si papa
ug misid-ok ang buwan

milapos sa bintana ang kaldero
tasakutsaraplato

ekstra lards ang tisirt ni mama
apan gapanti ra siya
dihang migawas sa kuwarto

naunsa gud ka
nganong hayblad man ka

pistekolera wa kay nada
gigutom ta wa kay giluto
ang tingog ni papa
miabot sa ikatulong bungtod
sa kanturatoy

gihiwi-an ni mama si papa
ngano na-unsa goy ipalamon nako nimo
naa diay kay gidiposito
mouli ra man gani ka aron mokayat

unsay guy labot nako sa pagkayat nako nimo
gitarget ni papa sa kutsilyo si mama

ug murag namabdos og kalit si mama
kay misurok ang iyang dugo ug
nangala siya ug kutsilyo

giibot ni mama ang kutsilyong mitaroy
sa tatu nga buwak nga anaa sa iyang bilbil
sa iyang tiyan

ug giatake niya si papa

blag tsak tsak
tsug tsak bug bug ugh
tsak tsak tsak tsak
ugh tsak
blag tsak tsak tsak tsak tsak-
tsaktsaktsaktsaktsaktsaktsak

ug sakalagot pa gyud ni mama
gitagod-tagod niya si papa
kinilo
ug gibutang sa predgidir

pagka-lunes gi-un-unan niya
ang bukton ni papa
pagka-martes gituwa niya
ang paa ni papa
pagka-merkules giprito niya
ang ginhawaan ni papa
pagka-huybes gi-iskabitsi niya
ang ulo ni papa
pagka-biyernes gisugba niya
ang lawas ni papa
pagka-sabado gikilaw niya
ang otin ug itlog ni papa

ug pagka-dominggo
dihang wala na miy sud-an
nanghanting og laing bana
ang akong mama




that's all, thank you!!
hala nag-share napud ko. haha lingaw man diay magyawyaw...

i wish you were here at 11:42 PM

0 left me some love.



Wednesday, April 30, 2008
a cute example on chinese symbolism.
while browsing through my mailbox, i opened an email from my yahoogroup and found this:






















i wish you were here at 5:59 PM

0 left me some love.



Saturday, April 26, 2008
coming soon, coming soon..
This is cute. Ang galing ng artist nito, kasi pati ang title ginawan ng ambigram. Coming soon in cinemas, 2009 daw. (weee, may excited..'cause i want to see that antimatter explode.)

And as what I've heard, Naomi Watts will be joining Tom Hanks on the said movie. She will portray Vittoria Vetra, the daughter of the murdered physicist Leonardo Vetra. Hmm, she possesses quaint Italian qualities so I guess she's pretty decent for the role.


Hala, I should be posting tags from friends, pero, oh well, tinatamad nanaman ako.


"Pain is part of growing up, it's how we learn." -A&D

i wish you were here at 11:19 PM

1 left me some love.



Wednesday, April 23, 2008
if you can't beat them, join them!
OK, let's face it. I, too, have become curious about this Handwriting Analysis craze that's been going on in Multiply for a matter of days now. When I got my results, here's what I found: freaky ang uban kay true; the rest funny kay mali. he he



Welcome Lyle Wednesmay Malubay, here is your handwriting analysis.

Lyle Wednesmay uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart (taka lang ka dootz. i have many regrets in life because I followed my heart. char emo.). She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone (perfect!).

The circumstances when Lyle Wednesmay does express emotions include: extreme anger (jud), extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest (ha ha fine). All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise(char).

Lyle Wednesmay will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly(!). In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Lyle Wednesmay is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?" (Aah ok. whatever. wala ko kasabot, so murag dili tinuod.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lyle Wednesmay doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Lyle Wednesmay will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity (char! pero true). Lyle Wednesmay believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride (wag mo namang ibulgar).

Lyle Wednesmay is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself (waah, how did you know?). She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

In reference to Lyle Wednesmay's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind (mao ba?). She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lyle Wednesmay slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project (waah pareha kay renz).

She has the best of two kinds of minds (lahi akong pagsabot at first. murag, heller, kailangan napud nako ug psychologist?!). One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lyle Wednesmay can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains(!) with a much better grip.

Lyle Wednesmay is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lyle Wednesmay basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success (lol. dili gud). She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Lyle Wednesmay is sarcastic (guys, tinuod?). This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lyle Wednesmay has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people (ahh kaya pala sige ko ug daydream. ha ha).

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lyle Wednesmay has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Lyle Wednesmay fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Lyle Wednesmay has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on (X ka nanaman dootz. naglisod man gani ko). The right side of the page represents the future and Lyle Wednesmay is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Lyle Wednesmay is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.


Yun na yun?! Oh well, as quoted from The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery,
"One never knows!"
ONLY an omniscient person knows himself/herself very well, unya kay dili man ko ingana...


i wish you were here at 12:12 PM

0 left me some love.



if you can't beat them, join them!
OK, let's face it. I, too, have become curious about this Handwriting Analysis craze that's been going on in Multiply for a matter of days now. When I got my results, here's what I found: freaky ang uban kay true; the rest funny kay mali. he he



Welcome Lyle Wednesmay Malubay, here is your handwriting analysis.

Lyle Wednesmay uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart (taka lang ka dootz. i have many regrets in life because I followed my heart. char emo.). She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone (perfect!).

The circumstances when Lyle Wednesmay does express emotions include: extreme anger (jud), extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest (ha ha fine). All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise(char).

Lyle Wednesmay will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly(!). In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Lyle Wednesmay is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?" (Aah ok. whatever. wala ko kasabot, so murag dili tinuod.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Lyle Wednesmay doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Lyle Wednesmay will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity (char! pero true). Lyle Wednesmay believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride (wag mo namang ibulgar).

Lyle Wednesmay is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself (waah, how did you know?). She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

In reference to Lyle Wednesmay's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind (mao ba?). She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Lyle Wednesmay slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project (waah pareha kay renz).

She has the best of two kinds of minds (lahi akong pagsabot at first. murag, heller, kailangan napud nako ug psychologist?!). One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Lyle Wednesmay can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains(!) with a much better grip.

Lyle Wednesmay is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Lyle Wednesmay basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success (lol. dili gud). She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Lyle Wednesmay is sarcastic (guys, tinuod?). This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Lyle Wednesmay has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people (ahh kaya pala sige ko ug daydream. ha ha).

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lyle Wednesmay has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Lyle Wednesmay fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Lyle Wednesmay has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on (X ka nanaman dootz. naglisod man gani ko). The right side of the page represents the future and Lyle Wednesmay is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Lyle Wednesmay is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.


Yun na yun?! Oh well, as quoted from The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery,
"One never knows!"
ONLY an omniscient person knows himself/herself very well, unya kay dili man ko ingana...


i wish you were here at 12:12 PM

0 left me some love.



Tuesday, April 22, 2008
how to FAKE summer...
Woe is you! Low on funds (or friends with funds), you've been marooned in the concrete city. Better not tell your haughty mates, lest they think you're a summer bummer. What to do? What to do? Fake it! Bake it! And make it! Have a faux summer!

SUNKIST. The true sons of summer glow gold and so should you. To become truly burned, you have to log hours under the sun. Grab:
  • sheets of unpainted yero
  • two liters of Coke (original)
  • egg timer
What to do:
  1. At 15 minutes to noon, climb to the highest point on your property (rooftop, old tree, water tank).
  2. Lay your sheets of yero a la beach towel, and then strip. (Yes, do it! There's no one watching except Google Earth and village yayas.)
  3. To help your bronzed state, slather your pale body with the sticky, dark goodness of Coke.
  4. Now, lie down on your yeros for double sun searing exposure (front and back via reflection). Set the timer for 30 minutes. and turn over for another half hour like a lechon.
  5. Try other drinks like Sarsi, Beer na Beer, or dark gata to add richness to your color.
BEACH SNAPS. Now that you're nognog, it's time for a photo shoot. Don your coordinated beach wear and, against an all white wall, strike a summer pose. Keep in mind what Tyra says: "Smile wit yo eyez." So, smile your pretty eyes away, inhale like your life depends on it, and vogue. Some scenes to try:
  • Just landed and now so happy to be in paradise
  • Just drunk and now so rolling and lolling around the sands.
  • Just me and now so hot and pose-y and super fine!
Now with your ninja Photoshop skills, crop out the white background and paste your bod on fantasy locales. Remember to use proper blending, shadows, and proportions. Do not use Liquify to thin your frame. Snapshots need some semblance of (fat) truth.

PASALUBONG. Trinkets for friends form your faux getaway will move your lies closer to truth. Get crafty. If you came from Faux Boracay, string white shells or whitish shell-looking things into anklets. If you visited Faux Palawan, string pearls from Greenhills into necklaces. If you summered in Batanes, string straw into a vakul, the oh-so-fly traditional headpiece of the Ivatans. Warning! To pass as bona fide pasalubongs, you have to make tough decisions. Can I de-shell my sister's pet turtle and turn it into a necklace? Should I nick my mom's heirloom pearls and pass them off as Palawan pasalubong? Must I cut off lola's Maria Clara hair and spin it into a hat? Yes, yes, and yes.

REFRESH. Before you make your grand return from Faux Summer, get some rest. You need to look fresh and happy like an authentic vacationer who spent days under the sun. On the third day of your Three Days/Two Nights Fake Vacation, do nothing. Draw the curtains, turn your airconditioning to full blast, and beautify. Cleanse, tone, and moisturize. Slap on an oatmeal mud mask. Then, lie down on your bed and tape your eyes shut. Sleep for 12 hours. Wake up from your forced slumber for your four-hour masahe. Sleep again and dream of waves. If you can't do the aforementioned, score a couple of Valiums, Vicodins, or Xanaxes to achieve fake serentiy.

STORIES. Friends and especially foes in friendly disguise will surely quz you about your Faux Summer so get your story straight. Research, memorize, and rehearse:

  
   Where did you stay?        
        "The just opened Boracay/Palawan/Batanes Heights which no one knows about but me."

   Hmmm, who were you with?
        "No one. I needed time to be with myself."

Now, whip out your solo photo series frolicking by the shores and witness the tides change.

   Oooh, did you enjoy?
        "Oh, not so much. I wished you, (dramatic pause) all of you, were there!"

This time, relinquish your dead turtle jewelry/stolen pearl earrings/vakuls made of lola locks into their grubby, stubby hands.

   You're the best! Great summer ever!
        "Group hug! Friends Forevarr!"

You duped them. Congratulations, you've faked summer!


Article borrowed from: Clifford Ray Olanday, Manila Bulletin's Style Weekend, 4 April 2008 issue.


i wish you were here at 8:27 AM

0 left me some love.



Sunday, April 13, 2008
samal fun. sandburn. letter B.
In the final leg* of my mushy two-week vacation, I went off with my sixth** trip to Samal Island. But this time, I went solo, since I came home late in the morning from our impromptu overnight fun at Mark's crib. Thank God my mom told me the details to the trip.
From Pequeno, I went to a small market in Sasa leading to a port. While on the way, I overheard a striking conversation of two innocent-looking children:
Boy 1: Ayaw lagi, ma-sunburn ka didto.
Boy 2: Huh?! Ngano man?
Boy 1: White sand man gud didto. Diri nalang ta.

(Ahh, baka sandburn. Teka, anong konek? May ganun ba?! )

The port was small and I think it was made for pumpboats carrying 90 to 110 people. I thought the fare was expensive, but I paid only a whopping 9 pesos(!).
When I arrived in Villarica port in Samal, I went ahead to Isla Beach Resort, which was situated along the coastline facing much of Panacan. I went ahead to my family and other relatives resting in a cottage. Much of their dismay was visible when I arrived at the resort. The seemingly wonderful resort (according to the flowery words and hypnotizing emotions of my dear Tito Roni) was D-R-E-A-D-ful.
My mother's cousin from Southern Leyte came to visit us. Leyte boasts of its picturesque beaches and resorts, so it really was a shame to bring her there. A resort facing a myriad of smoke-belching factories and an unassuming facade?! Oh, c'mon. It was like we could almost inhale the dirtiest of city life. But I was relieved when I heard a man belting his own version of Let It Be by The Beatles:

When I find myself in
trouble,
Mother Mary comes to me
speaking words of wisdom, Letter B...
Letter B, Letter B!, Letter B,
Letter B...
There will be an answer,
Letter B-heeeeh!
(Pwahahaha!!!! Whatever.)

Everyone was happy when we decided to have a change of venue. After a 15-minute ride on bumpy and dusty roads, we arrived at Villarica Beach Resort, a secluded resort in Barangay Tambo of Babak District. The resort is pretty--it has a fishing pond where you could try catching Bangus and buy it in kilos, a videoke lounge, cute airconditioned cottages on stilts built alongside the pond (500 pesos/night), and a narrow strip of white sand that divides the pond and the beach. It was pretty cool since the shoreline is just near to the resort (but not as near as Beach Park could offer) especially during high tide.
As what most vacation-ers do, we enjoyed the place. I wasn't able to bring a digital camera since my dad was using it so we just took pictures using my mom's phone. Here are some of our mementos:













We had much fun and it was as though we had a mini reunion. After Samal, we returned to Davao City and ate at Picobello's.




How I wish we could do this again!
+++++
* chaar, murag world tour.
** as far as i can tell, 2 trips were from the CFC (Couples For Christ) retreats that my parents attended where they brought me and my sib to Beach Park. another 2 trips were from my mom's field work for the DAR (Dept. of Agrarian Reform) in 1994 and 2004 wherein i came along with her since i had nothing to do that time. the last one was my birthday, also in 2004.

Labels: , , ,

i wish you were here at 4:02 PM

0 left me some love.



Monday, April 7, 2008
i had a bad day. T_T
Terrible. Super terrible.

STRIKE 1. My trip to Panabo was postponed. Dad said that my brother will go to Tagum today to sign some documents (I presume that those were about land titles) and he'll stay there 'til tomorrow. No one will be left in the house except my mom and dad doesn't want her to be alone tonight. So I had to make excuses to my tita saying that I'll just come the next day. I knew she would be disappointed, and I was right.

STRIKE 2. I tried playing an online game for the nth time. Still, the freaky video card of my bro's freaky computer starts freaking out and boom! his seemingly "edgy" computer "hangs". I couldn't even watch videos from crunchyroll.

STRIKE 3. They always make me feel out of place. Don't ask.

STRIKE 4. With my attempt to relieve stress and release my angst, I decided to go to SM and had a senseless shopping frenzy. I didn't care how much money I brought with me then since I was relying on my card. I bought a bottle of body spray, a pair of flipflops, a bottle each of body scrub and body lotion. Super unfortunately, the cashier said my card didn't work. I made him try it thrice, but still the machine can't read my card. Ouch! I was forced to pay 490php for the things I bought and now I'm penniless.

STRIKE 5. I only spent less than an hour in SM since my freaky shopping craziness was very heartbreaking (or wallet-breaking, in that sense). I was almost crying when I went home. I barely had enough money to buy a gift for a friend. When I opened the door, my mom approached me and asked, "Did you buy those nuts that I told you?". I blankly stared at her and said, "What nuts?!". She told me that she texted me to buy those nuts in SM. With the stupid look on my face, she knew I wasn't able to buy what she asked me to. I was negligent of my cellphone back in SM since I was trying to lose myself in the crowd. And there went her trademark: the perpetual sermon. I wasn't listening intently to her because I was really, really sad about everything.

STRIKE 6. We already received our Internet bill and my mom was asking for our share. My brother and I originally planned to contribute 50php/week from our allowance since we use a bigger share of Internet usage. We had saved 400php in four weeks, kept in a canister in my room. When I opened the canister, my emotions really broke out. Why? I found nothing inside. It was downright EMPTY. I really wanted to curse but I resisted the urge to do so and tried to shut my mouth. Someone stole the money, and I'm absolutely sure who did it.

Does bad luck really have to come one after the other?


I had too much today.
Now, all I want to do is cry.

i wish you were here at 12:56 AM

0 left me some love.



the culprit.
La La La Lyle ♫ ♪

GIRL, 16 years young, blows her candles every 05.22.91


What Lyle Wednesmay Means
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.



tell me.


extras.
Website Hit Counter
Free Web Counters
affiliates.
the biologist's den.
bottles barbies and boys.
renzy benzy.
no, don't click.
megnut.
algebra.
july.
ate gagay.
aya miik.
julii miik.
kenneth.
my multiply.
my deviantart site.

archives.
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008

  • get back.
  • tapos na.
  • FlyFF v11 is here!
  • mas samok pa man diay akong life kaysa sa mindanao...
  • a cute example on chinese symbolism.
  • coming soon, coming soon..
  • if you can't beat them, join them!
  • if you can't beat them, join them!
  • how to FAKE summer...
  • samal fun. sandburn. letter B.
  • i had a bad day. T_T

  • credits.
    layout: sunsetsilhouette
    pictures: invertedbeliever
    textures: sanami276
    icons: famfamfam